Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Another crapy week

So most people didn't know but I was pregnant again. We were so excited. I didn't tell hardly anyone until we saw the heart beat at 6 week, and we keep it pretty quite I was waiting to see the heart beat again at 10 weeks before telling every one. I was having pain from a ovarian cyst and I call to make an appointment at 9 weeks, on Monday, no biggie I was just wanting to make sure the cyst wasn't getting bigger because I was having allot of pain right there and only there. Well when they did the ultra sound there was no longer a heart beat. I was shocked and devastated. The baby's heart stopped a week after we saw it. I had a D&C yesterday and am having allot of cramping form the D&C. I am so tired and I am so sad but I know Heavenly Father has a plan and at least I know that my baby is waiting for me in heaven. 

The day we found out right after my ac in my car went out again, and then my sunglasses broke what a bad day. But as Bryan said at least it wasn't my birthday.  

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Angela* said...

Sorry just isn't enough! I wish I could give you a huge hug and cry with you! D&C's are the worst! I had to get one for both of my miscarriages last year. One thing that made it easier was going to my babies that I already had, and you're lucky you have 4 :) My heart is breaking for you. I'll keep you in my prayers girl.

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{{{HUGS}}} I'm so sorry! If there is anything I can do... let me know! I know I owe Jocelyn a playdate. When you are up for it, just let me know!

Cassy Taylor said...

I'm so sorry Lindsay. I didn't think for a second after you heard that heart beat that anything would go wrong after that. Let me know if there's anything I can do.

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Geez Lindsay I'm so sorry!! Wish I was there.

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Stephanie said...

I'm so sorry Lindsay. I'm thinking about you. Hope you're feeling better soon...

DigiChick said...

Oh Lindsay I am so sorry! This exact same thing (minus the cyst) happened to me between Nash and Knox. I thought I was 13 weeks but the baby had passed at 7, so rough. The D&c was very painful, I wasn't expecting it to be so...
Hey I live in QC but I am always available to chat. What a comfort the plan of salvation is at a time like this...Hugs! Feel better soon!

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BareMyHeart said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost what would have been our second baby earlier this year as a blighted ovum pregnancy. I hope you heal soon from the dnc.

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Kyle said...

Hey, I know it's a little late to be commenting on your blog but I just wanted to let you know that you are absolutely right when you say that God has a reason for doing those things. Everything will work out and I am extremely sorry for your loss.

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